nothing else matters.
“Never look back, they said
How was I to know,
I’d miss you so…”
I love who I am. I love my life and everything I have gone through. I have encountered so many things… They made me strong. Although in certain aspects, I know I am still weak.
I am now missing my high school days. I am missing my youth, my innocence (I am still this, perhaps), my sanity. I wish I could go back. Badly. I slightly wish I never made it to college. I am losing so many people… And I don’t know how to correct things. It would be cheating to correct those mistakes. Like I failed an exam and I have no ability to erase those imprinted wrongdoings…
I could possibly lose myself in this. Damn this sucks.
