I’m Back.
So here I am. Staring at the laptop screen, waiting for a topic to pop in my head. But I guess the easiest way to start generating a writing mood is to just start writing. Like this, I’m rambling about crap, and I’ve just considered writing about my first two weeks of being a sophomore.
Basically… it’s been a blast! Seriously, it has. For starters, I must have created a dozen dumb first impressions for my professors because of coming late to class UNINTENTIONALLY (take note of that. I’m TRYING to change my late ways.), submitting papers with the wrong format, and not answering questions they’ve raised extensively. For seconds, for the first time in my life, I’ve missed a quiz because I came to class late. It sucked. I arrived exactly when they were already passing their bluebooks forward. And I was like, “Shit. I missed it.” I think I nearly cursed out loud. I wasn’t even on the verge of crying, like I would’ve been if it were 3 years earlier. I was just so frustrated, because it perfectly capped off the beginning of my sophomore life. When the professor started discussing the next topic, I was barely even listening. I hated the fact that he was differentiating formal, informal, and nonformal education, which were the things that intrigued me to read that exact section of that darned book. It was even what I wrote about for my paper in the subject’s recitation class. I might not have gotten a perfect score in that quiz if I’d taken it (because the quiz was about those three), but at least I probably would’ve gained a score, instead of zero. All I got was attendance. For enders, I keep staying up late reading stuff and writing things, that during the day I yawn repeatedly, and all I want to do is lie down in bed and dream away. It’s like I totally know that school has started and stuff, and I’m back at being diligent in doing things, but it doesn’t seem to show.. I plan, act, and act some more, but when the day starts I look like I’ve done nothing; like everything I did did not pay off because of some flaw. It’s hard to explain. All I know is, my brain’s been scattered everywhere for the past few weeks, and I seem to have some big problem, but I don’t, and I just don’t understand myself yet for the time being.
Run on much. Yesterday was fun though. I enjoyed LTS, thank God. It’s actually one of the few things I look forward to every week. In fact, it might be the only thing I look forward to….. Just kidding. I hate that there are assignments for that subject, but I guess no class can function without assignments. It’s too bad that it’s only every Friday. Fridays have been the only constant good day for me lately. I would’ve said Wednesdays and Fridays, but on second thought, my Wednesdays are filled with recitation classes which are brutal, and my Fridays with LTS.
Anyhow… That’s all for now.. Just felt like updating this dratted site… I’m sleepy now; I attended a wedding earlier. I wasn’t exactly part of it–I was just a guest. But preparing for it made me beat. I got a new haircut (actually it was just a trim.) and bangs. That’s reason enough to celebrate.
