That’s the way it is.
I’m so sick of all the groupings this semester in my major subjects. I try my best to be a leader most of the time. (It doesn’t show, does it?–That I lead? I look more like a follower who doesn’t give a damn for a project.) But I care. And I am so tired of caring. I’m tired of choosing the direction we’ll go towards, just because nobody else has the initiative. And then nobody even bothers to reply when I contact them.
I’m not saying I’m the only one concerned in a given group. But…
I’m just pissed. And insecure. Do people respect me at all?
Oh God look at the time. I’m in the middle of brainstorming for story topics. Must go.